//podcastplus.net/feed/drugs-wrecked-my-life-the-definitive-guide~382f40ee Here we touch on so many different very specific General vague extreme not extreme the creative side to it and possibilities on other Solutions sometimes just talking to be heard sometimes just talk and save the life in my case is a long very drawn-out story but I've gained tremendous knowledge due to my inherent nature to find a way around the system so I know all kinds of knowledge that will save countless people and I believe it's way overdue that we were able to have a place where we could go where we don't feel like a spotlight on us just can't connect because of clicks and what not this is just a place with no fences defenses walls in the like and who knows together we may just be able to harness this energy that we can't seem to harness for any longevity certainly and find coping skills together maybe outside the box maybe we'll just talk about the weather but it's communication well the complete and total lack of communication that has helped to perpetuate what I've done and been through and I can't be alone come join me won't you figure this out together I just can't keep it in anymore and I know I can help on a myriad of serious and very avoidable consequences Wed, 10 Jun 2026 05:32:10 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/15969276/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-6-1%2F86779897-44100-1-bcbef443ad868.m4a I have a doctor who after 10 years of heavy dose of Suboxone due to personal reasons I did not violate his own policies my records will show that this doctor is trying to hurt me I'm going to document everything hopefully Friday I can start I'm not in full withdrawal yet I still have some and I will be able to have them before my withdrawal actually starts I say in a week or two but I will start to prepare familiarize myself with this process try to build some clientele hopefully you can help me get this out we can get this doctor removed bad person any doctor with this power that is willing to do this to somebody is fucking dangerous so stick with me I will make it better than last time I won't disappear this has to be documented he must be held accountable this must be picked up and go viral for anything to be done to him Wed, 01 Jul 2020 12:17:17 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/15969276/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-6-1%2F86779897-44100-1-bcbef443ad868.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/15969276/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-6-1%2F86779897-44100-1-bcbef443ad868.m4a I have a doctor who after 10 years of heavy dose of Suboxone due to personal reasons I did not violate his own policies my records will show that this doctor is trying to hurt me I'm going to document everything hopefully Friday I can start I'm not in full withdrawal yet I still have some and I will be able to have them before my withdrawal actually starts I say in a week or two but I will start to prepare familiarize myself with this process try to build some clientele hopefully you can help me get this out we can get this doctor removed bad person any doctor with this power that is willing to do this to somebody is fucking dangerous so stick with me I will make it better than last time I won't disappear this has to be documented he must be held accountable this must be picked up and go viral for anything to be done to him Wed, 01 Jul 2020 12:17:17 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/15969276/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-6-1%2F86779897-44100-1-bcbef443ad868.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10163454/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-1-4%2F46694186-44100-1-8224d778011f6.m4a I cannot allow people. Who believe that I am not worthy or I don't have what it takes to be anything. Let alone a successful communicator. I'm pretty sure they told. Eric Clapton you couldn't sing. I'm pretty sure they told Robert Plant the same thing. I'm believe they told Adele. She's too fat now. She's so I'm really going to plead the Fifth On that one. Tue, 04 Feb 2020 15:58:16 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10163454/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-1-4%2F46694186-44100-1-8224d778011f6.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10163454/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-1-4%2F46694186-44100-1-8224d778011f6.m4a I cannot allow people. Who believe that I am not worthy or I don't have what it takes to be anything. Let alone a successful communicator. I'm pretty sure they told. Eric Clapton you couldn't sing. I'm pretty sure they told Robert Plant the same thing. I'm believe they told Adele. She's too fat now. She's so I'm really going to plead the Fifth On that one. Tue, 04 Feb 2020 15:58:16 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10163454/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fproduction%2F2020-1-4%2F46694186-44100-1-8224d778011f6.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10121920/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Faad2bdf24480488200c1ec5e3c426743.m4a I can't imagine that I've literally asked for help in the couple people who replied only because of a public feed that people see so the DM me that was sent to me a couple times and then in capital letters E I don't understand all this so much so that I don't even know how to post this so somebody other than myself I was on cloud nine not because someone of status wanted to help me or talk to me or made me feel like I am worth it I thought that the DM instructions were such an honor and meant so much but as my intelligence and deductive skills and reality facing nature they wanted the DM so they could fucking ignore me privately delete me and then it would never happen not knowing I think perhaps just the weight police do knowing nothing of a situation judging you solely upon your past which is in can be a good guy but they disregard the 22 years 30 years you haven't done anything wrong you are a potential even if .001 percent risk to their image which really I I have learned that the only do publicly because... Mon, 03 Feb 2020 11:35:03 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10121920/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Faad2bdf24480488200c1ec5e3c426743.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10121920/sponsor/a1d9lm7/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Ffb9410166e5838eea2c3ee23aef6a4d0.m4a I can't imagine that I've literally asked for help in the couple people who replied only because of a public feed that people see so the DM me that was sent to me a couple times and then in capital letters E I don't understand all this so much so that I don't even know how to post this so somebody other than myself I was on cloud nine not because someone of status wanted to help me or talk to me or made me feel like I am worth it I thought that the DM instructions were such an honor and meant so much but as my intelligence and deductive skills and reality facing nature they wanted the DM so they could fucking ignore me privately delete me and then it would never happen not knowing I think perhaps just the weight police do knowing nothing of a situation judging you solely upon your past which is in can be a good guy but they disregard the 22 years 30 years you haven't done anything wrong you are a potential even if .001 percent risk to their image which really I I have learned that the only do publicly because... Mon, 03 Feb 2020 11:35:03 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10121920/sponsor/a1d9lm7/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Ffb9410166e5838eea2c3ee23aef6a4d0.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10121920/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Faad2bdf24480488200c1ec5e3c426743.m4a I can't imagine that I've literally asked for help in the couple people who replied only because of a public feed that people see so the DM me that was sent to me a couple times and then in capital letters E I don't understand all this so much so that I don't even know how to post this so somebody other than myself I was on cloud nine not because someone of status wanted to help me or talk to me or made me feel like I am worth it I thought that the DM instructions were such an honor and meant so much but as my intelligence and deductive skills and reality facing nature they wanted the DM so they could fucking ignore me privately delete me and then it would never happen not knowing I think perhaps just the weight police do knowing nothing of a situation judging you solely upon your past which is in can be a good guy but they disregard the 22 years 30 years you haven't done anything wrong you are a potential even if .001 percent risk to their image which really I I have learned that the only do publicly because... Mon, 03 Feb 2020 11:35:03 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10121920/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Faad2bdf24480488200c1ec5e3c426743.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10072630/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2F9edd8974bf13f529f01c84088375c643.m4a This is just an update touching of the base if you will just to let you know that I'm not going to give up on me or you but mostly me LOL this is serious and I I had a couple roadblocks I wanted to apologize if I was a stuttering fool in the intro I had just understood so much overwhelming shit that I didn't realize existed I never thought of it in my life so I thought however it has been destroying my entire existence for 30 years and when you know something it's different and I promise you I'm not sure that we are even close to understanding the depth of addiction and mental illness certain combinations whether it be combinations of the drugs in particular you're self-medicating with or perhaps you happen to have this disorder in that disorder and you're taking this prescribed and that not prescribed and you have just created a Bonafide lunatic so this is me trying to be accountable has no one cared or seem too and I felt sorry for myself no one wants to hear me so I was going to say the hell with it and th... Sat, 01 Feb 2020 19:56:20 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10072630/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2F9edd8974bf13f529f01c84088375c643.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10072630/sponsor/a1d9lm7/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Fd02eca6f924bfc271b712de471ead553.m4a This is just an update touching of the base if you will just to let you know that I'm not going to give up on me or you but mostly me LOL this is serious and I I had a couple roadblocks I wanted to apologize if I was a stuttering fool in the intro I had just understood so much overwhelming shit that I didn't realize existed I never thought of it in my life so I thought however it has been destroying my entire existence for 30 years and when you know something it's different and I promise you I'm not sure that we are even close to understanding the depth of addiction and mental illness certain combinations whether it be combinations of the drugs in particular you're self-medicating with or perhaps you happen to have this disorder in that disorder and you're taking this prescribed and that not prescribed and you have just created a Bonafide lunatic so this is me trying to be accountable has no one cared or seem too and I felt sorry for myself no one wants to hear me so I was going to say the hell with it and th... Sat, 01 Feb 2020 19:56:20 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10072630/sponsor/a1d9lm7/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2Fd02eca6f924bfc271b712de471ead553.m4a https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10072630/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2F9edd8974bf13f529f01c84088375c643.m4a This is just an update touching of the base if you will just to let you know that I'm not going to give up on me or you but mostly me LOL this is serious and I I had a couple roadblocks I wanted to apologize if I was a stuttering fool in the intro I had just understood so much overwhelming shit that I didn't realize existed I never thought of it in my life so I thought however it has been destroying my entire existence for 30 years and when you know something it's different and I promise you I'm not sure that we are even close to understanding the depth of addiction and mental illness certain combinations whether it be combinations of the drugs in particular you're self-medicating with or perhaps you happen to have this disorder in that disorder and you're taking this prescribed and that not prescribed and you have just created a Bonafide lunatic so this is me trying to be accountable has no one cared or seem too and I felt sorry for myself no one wants to hear me so I was going to say the hell with it and th... Sat, 01 Feb 2020 19:56:20 +0000 https://anchor.fm/s/13305120/podcast/play/10072630/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2020-02-03%2F9edd8974bf13f529f01c84088375c643.m4a